"The heron and the crane invented the colonic." — Swami Nitty-Gritty <> Sunday, Feb. 8, 1987 Lauren Perry and I had a post-midnight extended conversation about her mother's death. I shared some experiences regarding my mother's passing too. I stayed overnight at Pam and Lauren's apartment... Read More

"The Initiate path is slower, but it's permanent. The psychic path is faster, but it doesn't last. An Initiate will not impose on your brain individuality. A psychic climbs through your window to borrow your dishes." — Swami Nitty-Gritty <> Saturday, Feb. 7, 1987 (continued) I worked on E... Read More

You never know who you meet till 39 years later. George Dismukes is still alive and kicking. According to his biography ... "GEORGE DISMUKES spent the first half of his life in pursuit of adventure. This ranged from bullfighting as a youth to milking poisonous snakes professionally at Ross All... Read More

I've started many things and never finished them. "He mounted his horse and rode off in all directions." Why not start a diary of my adventures with Adano Christopher Ley and his friends and Initiates? I wasn't always Atom Bergstrom. I was born Gosta Ingvar Bergstrom Jr., changing my name to E... Read More

Losing floods the brain with neurotoxic endorphins and enkephalins. Endorphins, enkephalins, and other opioid agonists cause brain damage and rigidity of the neck and back muscles. Because humans lose from time to time, opioid agonists are a secondary reward (along with serotonin). Dopam... Read More